Kindness has always been a weakness of mine

很没出息的掉眼泪了
I don't know what's wrong with me. It's just ...Fifi and girls are gonna leaving and I couldn't get a job, all these things made me weak. I'm so sensitive. And I just wanna a Blythe rachael from mum but she said no at last after she was agreed at first. I don't know I just wanna something fancy. It's .....killing me, short money, hard to live. I'm so tired. I just want something nice that I might feel better. Don't I deserve anything nice....? I don't know